Since we reintroduced Dd, rules have been reinstated but so far have not been enforced. There has been no accountability or consequences for not following them as such. Should any rules be broken (or bent :), and I have to say there has been some of that, Rick has talked to me about the situation and issued warnings. I think he has been giving me time and space to get my head back in the game.
Well, it seems that time is up.
Last night he told me I could stay up ... but to be sensible. Well now, that's trouble right there! What's your definition of 'sensible'? Sadly, in the end it didn't matter because the time I finally crawled into bed was not what anybody could possibly consider sensible!
I choose my actions. I chose to not follow Rick's instructions and in doing so I chose to accept any consequences. What those consequences may or may not be is up to Rick to choose. He trusted when issuing the instruction that I would carry it out and by not doing so I breached that trust.
Soo ... as it turns out, tonight I will spend my Saturday night writing lines. Lines are one of his go-to punishments. Fortunately however, it doesn't happen too often. Perhaps that's got something to do with my, obviously currently misplaced halo? BTW, if you should happen to trip across it in your travels, please return it to me. I hope it's not too damaged! Oh, did I mention that this is an initial consequence?
Am I going to complain? Well, much as I don't like lines (they truly suck! They are time consuming, boring ... I could go on) ... as I woman in a Dd relationship I accept that I will be held accountable for my actions. It is what we have both agreed to. Besides that though, I welcome being held accountable for my actions. I thrive on Rick's leadership and am happy that he leads our relationship. That he takes such great care of me and helps me to be the best that I can be. I'm happy that he cares enough to hold me accountable.
It is a step in moving forward. I'm getting my HoH back ... and that makes me happy.
Now if you'll excuse me, I'm off to find the writing pad and pen we keep around here for such occasions. Oh, and the book we keep to record such occasions
BTW does anybody know of a cure for writers cramp? Hope you have a much more exciting Saturday night than mine!